stop playing those head games i yelled and he said what head games and i said i don't know and then he laughed and said well i guess i'm winning. he did that a lot with a little self-satisfied smirk on his face as if i was expected to break down and beg him to stoop to my level of intelligence which i never did or at least never that he saw. he doesn't know he destroyed me and i never intend for him to find out.